i apologised for my previous entry if i ever misunderstood u.yes u..my brother.

i noe dat i will never ever gonna be on par wif u.

ure like the coolest,popular guy wif a lot of friends.

And me..im juz a freak,a loser with not much friends.Maybe to u.

I always wondered why u can get away with stuffs and mum & dad will not be hard on u.

Even though mum never complained a bit,i noe dat as a mum...she worries a lot.

Every parents wants to be proud of their kids.

And guess wat bro??none of us ever made them feel dat way.None.

Not me.Not you.Not even our lil sis.

All we ever do is pissed her off.

Have she ever complain??

NO!!!She took it all on her stride.She wants the best for her kids.Or shld i say,suffer in silence??

Everyday..i told myself.I want the best for her.So dat she dont haf to wake up every morning and werk her ass off.Making kuih to sell it to the shop.

Wif the money she made from making the kuih,she saved it.For her and for us.

I can see dat she make a lot of sacrifices for u.

Yes..For u.

Me??

Not much.

And now...im afraid for our lil sis.

I just hope she will not go astray.

And make mum and dad worries bout her.

I noe...

Im not perfect.Everyone has his or her flaws.No human escaped from mistakes.There's more i wanna say but juz leave it as it is.

And im sorry if i ever pissed you,misunderstood you,wronged you or wateva i said dat hurts u and your wife feelings.I apologised.

And even if u tink u wont forgive me,im fine wif dat.Juz treat me as if im dead,aite?

So u will haf one sis less.