Wednesday, June 22
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Its been 5 days since the passing of my uncle.A sudden death.A totally unexpected.Everytime i close my eyes,the picture of him always play in my mind.The last i saw him was few weeks ago.It was at a wedding.i was in a car and him in his car.He was sayin somethin dat i cant quite make out.All i do was smile.We sat on the same table and didnt talked much.I didnt noe dat was the last i saw him.
When i heard the news,i cant make out wat im feelin at dat point.All i noe dat he left Spore last fri for his holiday and I received news bout his passing on Sat morning.Only god noes how i felt at dat point.I juz felt weak in the knees.I wanted to cry but i controlled myself.Called up my dad informin bout the news.Even my dad dont really believed it and he repeated few times as to confirmed it.I can hear my voice crackin when i repeat it.
Though im not close to my late uncle but he's a man with a great heart.He always there to support any of his siblings or nieces or nephews financial help.He always been very supportive and encouraging.
AS i tried hard not to break down as i writing this,the emotion gets the best of me.I always remember my uncle as someone who is not selfish and always readily lend his hand to anyone who needs it.
Seperti pepatah melayu,
"HArimau mati tinggal kan belang,Manusia mati tinggal kan nama"Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmatnye.Amin.